So Fri and Sat come and went.. I estimated I blow a really big amount over this weekend.. one for princess of troy's birthday and the other for nana's hens' night...Whatever is the case I must remark it was a really nice .. hmmmm.... weekends..

and screw the assignment I didnt do anything on it.. I gather I be doing clippings this week for the assignment.

Fri, I met up the girls and we had a blast just talking and talking. The thing abt us is we talk way too much.. Anyhow Ran was telling how she had the best time doing this volunteer teaching in the villages of Eastern Europe.. She outta this world. Imagine she went to a rock concert alone *gawk* is that game or what... she had this amazing time in Europe and she was gushing on and we looking in obvious envy. I mean 6 weeks of sabathical leave! I would have seriously got the sack if I took that much leave.. haha...

Sat we went to interview this association for our writing journal.. although I slept like what.. 3 from the girls night out.. I was up at what.. 9?! freaking time!

Anyhow Freakin HDB refuse our deferment yet again.. blockhead is going to appeal and she is going to call the woman up.. I guess in the worse scenario we will meet the MP to appeal on our behalf... *sigh* trust them to go back on their words!

By the time I manage to got back home on sat.. It was like 4 plus and I still have not wrapped any single thing for the honeymoon hamper! SO I did a fast wrap and it look like crap =P whatever.. anyway it is difficult to pack something that is so flat into something like a new year hamper.. but I did it... managed to convince nana's to wear the angel outfit hahahah!! So the stripper came to the hotel room.. did all his stuff mine.. does the girls like to stuff things in the hmmm package.. whatever is the thing.. Guys in G string looks weird and the worse part is that he is short.. so the turn off element was there totally... hohoh...

I try to get pictures or something up.. but it was sure fun.. after the whole 9 yards.. we went to club.. yeah.. with her in the angels' outfit.. hoho.. it was hilarious and we made her go get numbers from the guys and buy her a drink and do all the crazy things!

whatever is the case... I hope that was way memorable and she have something to look bad on abt the whole thing! Life's way more fun! the only thing about Singaporean is we dont laugh at each other enough!

So on sun I woke up to go lesson in the MORNING only to find out the lesson was cancelled DUH! and no one informed us!!! So Ros, me, ginko nut, zu who turned up went to eat breakies and laze the entire morning away just talking gossiping and do what we do best.. grumble..

So what can I say.. I throughly enjoyed the weekends.. it had been quite a while since I have such a jam-pack weekends. Anyhow was suppose to go out with the poly cliche on Friday but I just can't make it.. because everyone was asking me to go out... suddenly I became ms popular for that 3 mins when their subsitutes cannot make it. Whatever...

I am resolute to make this week productive since I enjoyed so much last week. It's all over and the greater thing in my face is the exams! Yikeee!!!

Darlins coming back on the 9th and we made plans to eat prata ald! looking forward to it...

Blockheads coming back in another 12 days!! and I can't wait!

I know I can get the result off the net on 'The Apprentice' but I just want to be an ignorant idiot until the last epsiode!

Anyhow.. Troy's out.... sigh.... He was my best bet to impress the old gas bag Donald Trump! Who would have thought! If you asked me to compare him and Kwame.. I think the latter losses hands down .. never mind his havard MBA.. that is the thing abt too much studies.. Simply makes one so dull!

Poor Troy got pounce out because he only have a high school diploma! Which is so unfair!

So for the amazing race, Chip and Kim won.. they aint bad but because Colin and Christie was so competitive.. I felt it was such a shame for them to loss! sigh... well.. that is what happen in Games! you never expect until the very last minute!

My days are mudane yet again! arrgghh... anyhow exams is coming so might as well.. Let me just have a completely mudane life till exams over please!

JK is confirm coming back on the 9th *tiny fingers claps*.. And it is bad.. considering he had been gone for only what.. 24 days.. and the gulf between us is like the panama canel! I betcha the distance next year is going to be drifting further and further.. whatever..

Yeah! I finally finished the stupid ninny's essay! 1.5k of crap I just written! Although this is one of my better calling.. I mean I always am interested in green issues and stuff! Tell you something.. when I was way younger I was resolute to be a vet.. thanks to my crappy marks.. I made do with journalists.. but wanted to work with those voluntarty groups like greenpeace! Ha!!

Anyways always enjoy reading Greenpeace work although I know they are like terrorist at times.. throwing theirselves at ships and otherwise or threatening something or another..fun I reckon in the weirdest sense!

I am so going to start on my next assignment this sat and sun! wait.. sat is nana's hen night... looks like got to postphone liao... ai yah! okie than I am so starting on sunday! It be assignment galour! geezzze

ok I am going to vet thru the essay again.. wish me luck.. I am so glad I am almost done with assignment for this year! ya hoo!!

Is way late... Carrie Chong is going to sign off and I am here still meddling with the internet not doing any work on my big essay due tomorrow.

I am way not learning my lesson from last year. I was late in submittion of homework and got marked ZERO by the lecturer so I am retaking it. Guess what.. I am still nowhere finishing the assignment still! ARRgghhhh

*Great, Christina Augilera is singing 'Carwash' in the background... I really need one.. I am suppose to be driving this old white car...now it looks like I am driving this yellow OLD car!*

didnt go for work on Monday .. got an MC... went to work today told boss I need to get half the day off.. and tomorrow the whole day. My boss is way too paitent with me. Blame it on my lousy attitude.. I am truly so guilty!! sigh!!!

blog blog.. so what did I do...

oh ya... I went to the internet and bought this whole bunch of lingerie for Nana's hen night!! and is so cheap!!!I am in charge of making this honeymoon hamper~ Cool huh.. my very first hen's night party! I am sure it be fun.. I mean we even hire a stripper..although we told the guy to save not stipping down to his package..

I just aint any fan of a guys anatomy at scruntiny and no way am I paying anything to see one naked! I have to consider even if he paid me to look in the first place .. duh!! God had it so unfair..absolute created the ugliest organ of the whole entire history.. Even an appendix looks better! Ha!

Frankly much ever happen and I am missing blockhead a little when he called.. sigh.... anyway, he'll be back on the 9th.. YIPEE!! for a week at least.. so cool.. but with my busy schedule.. I am glad I am not having a hard time missing him..

okie.. really need to work on the essay!! geeze!

Nana's Hen night Party invites! Dont you think is like a magazine invites!!!

Apprentice was so exciting! I'm not sure who will win but I had my dough bet on the idaho boy Troy! Something about him... although I could have go to any website and find out.. I guess I rather wait!

So.. that probably gives that I spent half my time watching telly yesterday. Well.. pretty much.. Worked late yesterday so didnt have much time for telly in the first place.

At least I did sit down and decide what I wanted to do.. for my Scoci assignment that is. I am going to finish like as much as possible. Yes I am staying in on a Friday..

anyway we are planning a Hen's night for nana.. we even have invites and stuff! Geeze! is like so fun!!!

As much as I want to upload the picture of the invites I can't.. blame it on my lack of computer skills! anyhow.. let me go figure out first! Cai por design the whole thing so nice ya! Advertising guru~ heee..

Had a huge laugh over a boohoo yesterday.. Apparently we were planning this surprise birthday party for cai por and kel was inviting everyone and share did the most amazing day. She re-sent that invite to cai por *for god knows what* and say she will call if she can come to cai por birthday party.. all the planning down the drain. But what a way to ruin that surprise! =P

Friday is here but why aint I excited?!? Sigh.. oh... just remember.. because got to finish that huge assignment due! SIGH!!!!!

What's new.. but I lied.. freakin hell I did! geeze.. didnt read my books again! I promise I will do at least a chapter today. Homework is on the wednesday and here I am still procrastinating. 6 days more.. and I have not touch a page of reading!! ARGGHHH... this is killing me.

I told myself that I will jsut sit on the bed.. just sorta rest on it for like what? 5 seconds? And from 12-2 I slept in deep slumber *grumble* I mean.. I meant it as a shut eyes kinda thing.. didnt expect it to take so freakin long!!

Blame it on amazing race yesterday. yesh I am so hooked on telly now! Ok... I promised I will do work right after my daily bread of TV and the apprentice! I can't miss any episode.. we are reaching the finale!

JK still doesnt know when he is coming back. With my fabulous luck, he probably be coming back during my exams in oct! How apt huh... Whatever.. and the best part is..whether he call or dont call it doesnt bother me anymore. Think the saying of 'pining makes the heart grow fonder'.. arrrr.. take it from the horses mouth *literally*.. pining actually wanes off before the heart get anywhere the word of like! =P

Anyway wasnt keen for him to go but he insisted he wants to.. so be it.. so now we have reach the stage where I absolutely know how I will behave in. So.. there.. science experiement proven.

Do I miss him.. actually did.. but now.. I am going hmmm ' not really' and for God sake I know is not healthy and I telling myself to miss.. just cannot bring myself to. sigh...

Life unfairs.. and poor blockhead got such a unfeeling princess for a gfrd. No.. I didnt quarrel with him yesterday or today. Just hm... just didnt even remember he was away. That's tragic..

So.. I said I would study... TODAY!

Didnt study yesterday because nana had a gathering arranged to laid landmines *wedding invites* so we gather at Cafe Cartel at cityhall although they arranged to meet at Raffles Hotel to eat at Seah Deli. I think it ultimately prove 1 thing.. we are all damm poor!

*Did I mention I am having one of the most disturbing stomache since yesterday? geeze.. I am suspecting it to be cramps for period but.. not so... it's a runny poo day! hoho.. and I am still having it this morning!! arrgghh!!*

Anyway a lot of ppl did turn up ..which of course is zohter, me, nana, sharon, carol, ya and Pam (aka D). For real it was loud of laughs and what else we get to sit at the loudest table. End of the day plough ourselves back at close to 12.. geeze!

Blockhead's car gave me grave trouble when I tried to start it. Threw at tantrum at him when he cannot get me a solution over the phone and started yelling. Can sense the total pissiness in me boy! Anyhow all ends well.. end of the day, he calls me up at home after I reach home and I apologize to him.. Ha!

Zohter is leaving for HK today.. but she's coming back on Fri.. hopefully she dont attempt to bring in any ciggies because we certainly cannot afford to get her out of the doghouse if she kenna again! Ha!

okie my DID is ringing off the hook the whole morning.. need to hassle my work liao lah.. sian leh!!! Well think of the pay...

Oh the other hand the amount that I spent on gas is killing me! It just never get lower! Ouch!

Had the most amazing replacement lecturer in school yesterday. Either she is talking about her glam glam 'MEDIA' job or she is talking about her schooling and work stinct in Australia. Oh and she decipher some rocket science formula for us yesterday about aboriginals in Oz .. and she reveal the 'shocking' fact that magazine work 2 months in advance *and after that she goes I aint suppose to tell you guys ~roll eyeballs~*.

ginko was mad as hell that she took us as kids who like know nuts about anything.. ha.. I guess that the things about convent girls.. we know just too much because we are so.... inquistive although I reckon kay poh will be more suitable.

whatever is the case either she is talking about her glam friends with glam jobs or her australia stuff or about her own MEDIA job of which she keep saying ~ I have a media job~ literally and not us reading into it. OR she is proud of the fact that she is a 'Kantang' because she speak English and little or no Mandarin... I dont know why she should be proud of that fact because I frankly find it a disgrace to be Chinese and not speaking any Mandarin

If anyone is looking for the word obnoxious.. they should just attend the lesson! BLAH

Oh did I ever mentioned that Share the prefect in my sec class is in my present class? Fate or what?! Anyway I just want to say this.. Turquoise Toga top just doesnt go with long skirt with burberrys checks *and is not even the correct burberry's colour!!* and to top it off with knee high boots! It simply looks like a line dance outfit gone wrong! Was so tempted to take a snapshot and let zohter see heheh but thought it was so mean... Ai yah the real truth is because ginkoh camera phone make a sound when use to take picture... so decided against it!

Ok I am a meany... so sue me!!

JK left for china : 14 days!

I didnt freakin hell do any work on Friday and spend the night watching telly and simply laze ard. I know I swear I do it but I merely what.. flip the pages of my book!! yukes!

On Sat I skipped lessons yet again.. spent the day like a maggot and just vegetate doing nothing constructive! So you would have thought I would do my homework since I am home..*beep* wrong.. Procrastination get the better of me! Blah!

So Sunday I overslept yet again!! Started to panic a lil bit that assignment still not dont yet. So spend like 5 funny hours writing a 200 words news story.. bull crap! whatever is the case I burn a lil oil but not too late.. I swear I am going to start on my next week assignment like tomorrow.. heh heh..totally hate the panic feeling.. and I know I say this every year but I will do early the next time!

So nothin much happen and the freakin HDB turn down our deferment.I am so going to appeal until they say yes because they did in the beginning!! Geeze! for hell we can get married now that JK is in China! I was so disturbed over the matter that I threw a tantrum yesterday with JK over at MSN> Told him I am tired of settling everything on the flat! Told him to resolve it himself.. was being a brat.. and I guess he sorta know.. I had this huge mood swing that was like the size of a hippo yesterday.

Guess what again... *drum roll* Beewax called me up again and told me they were willing to wait for me abt the 3 month notice.. I think the GM like me .... not in sexual advances like .. more like ,he like my spunky attitude. I didnt for shitload even attempt to impress him. that's totally cool considering that I dont impress a whole bunch of ppl.. okay maybe my dad when I was a kiddo.. He was so impressed with my lack of listening skills. Ha! He told me not to touch his turntable and I break his reading needle in what.. 2 minutes flat! Ha! anyhow... I told beewax boss offer me a very competitive pay package and guess what the manager said.. she'll talk with her HR.. Geeze! Anyhow if they top my salary here I be off in a heartbeat =P

Anyway I am seriously thinking that JK and me have like no topics to talk to each other. Call me pathetic but is true! And the weird part was that I aint missing him much. Now that's a scary thought! Whatever is the case we see how it goes.. it is sad but at times.. I think I can feel the end of the relationship if I didnt even attempt to talk to him.. just feel he doesnt even bother! Ok I think is the mood swing at work.. Nvm me!

Whatever

Anyway he doesnt know when he will be back now.. sigh.. so I cant count down to him coming back! and I am officially having my exams next month and for crap load I havent even started flipping my books yet! I am so going to die this semester! D-Day on the 28 Oct and 2nd Nov which will means I cannot go for the conference in US on the 1st.. Geeze! Whatever!

I dont know when I'll see him again but he left me for : 13 days!

Just came back from lunch and guess who I have to see at the super ulu kopitiam in Tampines!

Oh NO!!! Geeze!! Close shave.. just took a U turn on my right and pretend I didnt see him and wave at my colleagues to come to the table.

It is the 7th lunar month and I was just talking about him to Zohter the night before about Oh no.. See.. you cant say ppl at tis time of the year. They just suddenly turn up in your face~

2nd day at the job with the new increament. I have to tell you I worked a lil harder .. that's the power of money.. You think it doesnt matter and all the works. However factually.. it does.. a whole hell lot in fact!

Nothing much happen after the job swopping facade. Now I guess my life is going to be mudane..hmmmmm

I have assignment due every week and what did I do yesterday? Fed my addiction to Reality TV.. I so loved 'The Amazing Race' ...watched more TVs and they have this show where you nominate the cutest guy and gal on campus. Watched soap on TV8 ... after lazing the whole day.. I am offically guilty today for not doing my assignment! I swear I will stay at home on Friday to finished the article so I can go on to my next! I really will ...

Anyway the outing with some of the girls clique was cancel yet again.. they planned their calendar all the way to what.. end of sept. The problem with me and zohter is that we give ppl the impression we are so free to attend just about every gathering that both sets of our friends just take us for granted! Geeze.. I mean why plan something so far away when you know you are free up this sat and sun for some little cuty reasons!?! Geeze.. This is so GIRL! anyway.. whatever.. told her that do whatever you want.. change whatever you want... affirm and let me know. Waste my SMS only!

I got the internet telephony set... cost like $9.90 but is really nifty.. I guess I am going to set this up nice and proper so I can talk to JK or something since his lappy is in his possession now. It sounds complicated but it is just a set of earphones with a mic lah.. ha!

Decide to get him a ipaq for the anniversary present that just passed..

I think for once in our relationship we are starting to feel affordable since we got the house. Otherwise we were constantly harping to spend prudently and stuff.. sigh.. And I am glad that offically next pay day.. JK and I wont be eligible to get HDB flat because our total income level will be well above the 8k limit! Thank God we got the PG21 flat last year otherwise it will be like passing A levels cept the grades wont get us anywhere... we definetely cannot afford stay in a condo.. nor can we get a flat from HDB!

Ok... I sound like some materialistic biatch but let's just be realistic ok... We work for the dough and to have float in cash is really a PLUS.. sigh...

Countdown to JK return : 22 days?!
Days JK left my life for work : 10 days!

Ok... I am going to eat my words!

Boss after a whole bunch of brain wash and stuff told me yesterday that the point of my hard earned degree is definetely not for plying programs in a disc. Which I have to admit is sorta true. I want to go into the media and you know have a career or some sort that I like.

Business Development is hmmmm.. something which is in my career goal but at the moment it sorta contradict with the degree!

Boils down to that boss counteroffer me! I have extra dough... yeah! Even top up additonal to what I am getting from Beewax! And the promise of a 3+1 bonus.. is like striking lottery if you asked me. Anyhow I think I am going to stay put in the job still till I received that godammit degree. But before I get married I must surely make sure I have some sorta new job! Otherwise I am dead. So my resolution is that to change job by Feb-March 2006.

Sigh... money and prospect.. and is true.. its doesnt rain God arranged it to just pour.. Whatever is the case the money is useful for paying fees and I give mum a bit extra and I have some extras as well to keep for marriage.

I like to thank everyone who took part in my big decision making because without them I probably just am going to go crazy. However it is kinda ironic after spending so much time going for interviews and stuff.. I am still with my fav company.

So I am going to US all the same. Hmmmmm....

Countdown to JK return : 23 days?!
Days JK left my life for work : 9 days! *funny it seems so much longer than that.. owell!*

PS: And no.. I still miss JK.. but like I said... I get through weekdays way better without missing him too much... ha!

I still have not told boss I am throwing him the envelope. I am doing it today! For sure.....

Told Aster that I am not working for them because I got a better offer and the guy who was to be my supervisor was not exactly thrilled. *talk about that, I aint any more thrilled after spending so many hours waiting for interviews with them*. He kept trying to ask me which company I am going and he asked if it was the bond thing.. hell ya boy.. you dont have to take rocket science in college to realize that!

Whatever is the case I even talking about my exams leave with beewax and their power man said it was fine as long as the reason is legitimate and of course I inform them in due. I like the feeling that the company gives. Little negativity but this is still early to say lah. For all I know they have this scheming office politics going on and I am going to be the pawn 1 of the game in 'Age of Tranny' or something.. sigh...

Almost had an accident yesterday. Mistook the red light for a green at a very close range one. Almost bang onto people.. by the time I manage to stop at the traffic light.. You can see the tatter hearts. I wasnt in a clear mind actually and that basically explains everything.

Told JK when he called me and he was saying that as long no one is hurt. But the thing was, I almost and I scared the shit out of people yesterday! Anyhow I am apologizing on my blog for my careless driving yesterday and I'll be more vigilant in future. Sorry once again!! Sigh...

JK called me when I was still in office yesterday. I'm a happy camper! As much as I miss him.. it felt he was still in AMK actually. Like I said weekdays are okay because we dont meet weekdays anyways.. That probably a consolation for me maybe that's why I dread weekends.. sigh...

Whatever...

Anyhow I think the missing thing is wearing off lah.. which is good at least not so tough.. sigh.. and guess what.. LS's and her cousin went to SZ to work too but the cousin turning back because cannot tahan missing the family and that is only 3 days upon arrival. DUH! How can you work overseas like that... I think I will be too lah but then if it is for work that isnt much choice leh! tsk tsk..

I'm not going to US this year...no business class liao.. sigh... but change that for a better prospect job. It's a no brainer!

Countdown to JK return : 24 days! {-__-;}

I had my first official weekend without darling and that is at least another 94 weeks in total for his 2 years work stinct.

I had the most amazing time just vegetating and flipping channels that I swear I had a blister coming on the thumb! Saturday I basically did nothing much..Went to take this Survey in Tampines and the woman paid me $20! Thanks Carol for the fast deal.. heee

On Friday, Oh my dear zohter came back with ciggies in her luggage and got caught by the custom people. She reached Singapore at like 5.05pm and I was due for a interview at 7pm * I know weird timing right but they are so desperate for me lah .. =P* and she called me up at 6.05pm while I was changing out of my regular work clothes for more executive clothes for the interview. Apparently none of her friends wanted to help her out to pay the $2k worth of fine first! I mean she have tons of friends but I think this whole ordeal proves who is and who isnt.

anyway I told her to wait for me while I go for the interview at Int' Plaza.. after the long interview *I got the job btw but I think Beewax will be better because it is nearer and having work for the MNC for the last 4 years.. being a typical pamper slave.... I think I taking beewax offer* anyhow.. more on the job later... so poor zohter waited for the rest of the evening till abt 10 when I reached the airport to pass her the fine money *did I remarked that I am officially broke?* ANYHOW.... that was the whole happening Friday of my entire week since JK went to China.. I trust if JK had been in Singapore we will have it easier. And...I am missing him... big time... sigh...

Waitaminit this blog is looking like a needy biatch longing for the boyfrd.. while.. I am so.. so sue me! =P

Anyway the job offer by A-ster *let's call them that* is good but weird thing is the lady boss wants me to be bond to the company for 3 years without any gratituity. I was not very thrilled because that is the thought of possible relocation if darling is to stay in China in time to come... So that was a major concern.. Although they were willing to pay mine asking price! DEcision decisions.. I hate them! Those are the things growns up dos and I hate it!

told JK when he called on Saturday and he said he'll tell me what his decision is.. I was pretty fix on Beewax even zohter said so.. Frankly.. it is the 5 day week.. and the MNC style which I am so used to. Call me a lazy slave but I get through. Imagine being a REAL executive without having to help out at the Stockroom to pull parts! What a career sucide I was driving myself in! howeve I am racking my brains on how to tell boss of my resignation. the 4 months bonus is painful but I trust I can get that money from Darling.. hahahhahaha... kiddin! But I am sure I get compensate somehow in the future.. not now.. but future!

Today that is sunfay...So I went for lesson in the morning... loiter a bit in Tampines... headed home... walked that is... haha... I enjoyed it! Saw Audrey at the MRT but didnt called her.. just didnt feel like.. not sure why...

Sit myself down infront of the TV and vegetate again.. flip channels ... laugh and be silly... darling called at about 4 plus in the afternoon.. he was in the office.. I so missed him to be truthful. We spent our weekends together... I get through weekdays but weekends are sacred! Now.. I sorta just dread weekends... duh! I know I am being an idiot. Darling thinking I wouldnt survive in SME because of their pettiness.. so told me to go what I feel I want.. say he coming back in 2 years and that's final so relocation shouldnt be a factor for considering to take up what offer... Whatever is the case.. I decide to go with Beewax..

I am just hoping I made the right decision.

I'm glad Monday is here... oh and dear told me the good news! He coming back first week OCTOBER!!! YEAHS!!! No need to count down to 70+ days! It be just 20 over days! *snigger* I am taking 1 step at a time..

It's weird but when he was in Singapore, I didnt miss him much and didnt feel the love that strong. But you know what... the distance making me all mushy and man.. do I miss him so much.. However pragmatic me told him not to call daily because the bill is going to kill, but he told me the reason why he is calling like daily because he so misses me.. Awwww.... I thought I heard his voice crack ..

Okay... nuff about the miss youmiss me crap.. Grossy! I let you in to my boss expression when he see the resignation tomorrow. Geeze! .....

Count down to see my hon : 25 days! *horray!!!*

Six years ago I changed my status of Single to Attached..

Six years later I am here to say 'Happy 6th Anniversary' to Honey...

Two years from today I hope I can changed my marital status to Married with darling..

Ha!

This is so icky grossy.. whatever!

Happy Anniversary DArling! hahah... forgotten about it.. HE called me just now and my voice sorta broke and croak again! sigh... Got to control myself lah!!!

Love my sleep so much.... I just love to wallow in my bed with my garfield spread and my bolster and tons of pillows on my bed. How I gotten so much pillows is a result of every new year..

Mum: I bougth pillows can you change one of them and throw it out?
Me : Okay... *proceed to change pillow*

The only thing is.. I add one more pillow to my collection and not throw out any.. *snigger* I know... but I love my fluffy ones so much.. sigh.. Anyway it is only like what.. 3? Over the years blockhead threw out a few for me *sulk* but whatever.. I still have some leftovers.. hee..

Not feeling pyche up for the beewax's job now.. sigh... a bit... hmmmm.. paranoid abt losing the bonus now. Want to write something for to the HR of the company. What I am concern about is my taking leave for studies. Absolutely sucky! I know I am such a worrywart!

Darling didnt call but Zohter did.. hehe.. they are my nourishment..

On another hand I loan blockhead car to my colleague who need to sent the mum back to Malaysia.. I dont know how JK will react after I tell him that.. Guess he will be okay since it is only in Johore and they be back on Sunday. As much as I like to drive.. the responsiblity of having a car is taking a toll on my mental health. I keep getting worried abt the coolants and oils and stuff.. sigh.. Dad's asking me to go to the petrol kisok to check by the pump uncles *he is so lazy*! I worried about just everything.. argghh... and when the car is out of my care.. I seems more relieve. Think I am still not ready for a car. Ohwell.. just being a surrogate car owner.. hehehe

Tonight Zohter will be back maybe we go for dinner or something.. and I be going for the interview at 7pm.. dont know if they give me anything better than beewax.. but just incase.. better check it out.. wish me luck!

Countdown to bug's return : 73 days! ~sweet~

I finally told the beewax people i'll take the job...... They apparently dont pay a hell lot of bonuses. That is my major grousal.. otherwise I got to say the offer is pretty good.

and guess what happens right after the guy called? The aviation guy called me to go for another interview... I was like.. Geeze.. great timing! Well at 7pm.. without interference with my work I guess I go and check out what they offer in case it is something really cool.. you know..

This is going to be like I am a job hopper or something but I swear I'm not! I've been with my first job since what... 2000..just nice of a time to further. Let's just hope God dont try to make me dance the limbo after tomorrow's interview.. *snigger*

I miss my hon.. he called me yesterday.. My voice almost cracked.. I mean yeah we go for business trip and stuff and there is times we dont see each other.. but *croack* you know how it is *sniff* you get a bit... *sob* overwhelm at times.. ANYHOW! he sounded really near and I was hoping for those surprise visit he be at the door but I know it couldnt be! *sigh..*

How apt.. Avril Lavigne singing 'Happy Ending' in the background! I hope my happy ending dont ends like her.. *grimace*

Ok nothing ever happens in my life so there just nothing to blog abt... so it is drearly and boring! I rather so.. otherwise whenever anything happens it is always bad news! so God.. leave it!

And yeah.. Apprentice is on telly today!! I am so hooked on it!

Count down to blockhead return : 74 days!

Sigh... missing my blockhead!

Drove the car all around Singapore.. ok just the town area to show the bags and trade. That is so going to be my part time to earn more bucks. Just to compensate my lack of bonus!

I have to give the Beewax my answer if I am taking their job offer and I think have to turn down the As 3rd interview ald because no time... the beewax person called me again yesterday to check on me if I am cool.. told him my concern about drawing wings on my 4 month bonus and taking a good prospect job.. ha! He say no regrets lah.. so I am sorta decided on taking the offer. But let me see if tomorrowwill change my mind of something.

Got to write the resignation letter.. ouch! This is so going to be painful. I like my workplace, my work *as busy and shitty as it is.... I can be VERY FREE at times*, colleagues *okay not all but I have my way of taming the shrew*, my boss trust me so much that I feel guilty to resign. However a girl got to do what's good for her.... so here I am! Let me just collect my thoughts!

dearie called yesterday night. He didnt have time so he just pop a few sentence and need to run liao. However I heard his voice I just melted. I think I am going to stay at home and be a good girl and not be out running all ard town! Just want to count down till my darling is back for his exam and he got to go back..... *waaaaa...* ok.. got to stop this moping..I know! I am such a whiny leech!

Did I mention how cool it is to drive to work without waiting for the bus. No need to wait and trouble people... geeze! Anyway God had his lil' way.. he always gives me what I want... I was uttering a prayer while being bore in some MRT station and told him I want to get to drive a car and stuff before I get married. See.... I got my wish... Thanks big guy! And I got to give him credit for giving me the job..Yeah... double whammy God! Thanks tons!

Who ever say God wasnt fair? He took dear from me for work and give me some material comfort.. hmmmm actually not really material comfort but whatever.. I am comfy and so thankful!

Counting down to Honey's return: 75 days *sob*