Tuesday, February 24, 2004

What a week!! My boss was here from US and her boss is here as well and guess what I get to bring them around Sg AGAIN!! Anyhow... free dinners and entertainment and stuff so let's not grumble so much..

Did I ever mention how I love Black Eye Peas?? Listening to their Hey Mama now...steady are you ready.. la la la la la...

Have to go to the crappy aerospace show almost the entire week. My vendors are like all in Singapore and I'll have to do the cha cha with them.. Well on another hand I am getting tons of freebies.. so let's not grumble too much again... hee..

Meiting got married on Sat.. church wedding although again I realize why I aint too hot abt christians .. the whole thing about you will only be save if you are one of them.. the sermon the pastor said was kinda boring and all.. but I thought she and her husband look great. Well for one thing I know the wedding cost like a ton.. I mean Rasa for banquet! Saw a few of our classmates.. saw kelly.. funny as ever... Jules ... still as hiao as ever in a good funny way lah... Anyhow remind me to not invite my classmates for my wedding when my turn comes. What a load of crap.. morning we have ppl calling us up to say they have to work on a sat afternoon... nvm meiting told them like a month earlier... some said got urgent matters.. some remember wrong dates and stuff.. If you asked me.. I can only say they simply dont give a damm! Although it's not my wedding .. the whole thing still pisses me off! Wassup with ppl like them?!

Saw zohter classmate who had been helping her all the time... let's just call her lara.. We had tennis and was having dinner at cartel when she met up.. She's kinda too engrossed in doing her homework and stuff.. I think she need a lil'o life .... And she have this like weird laughter.. some guffaws..wait.. that is not a guffaw.. maybe something like a shrill and prolong snorting or sorta.. hmmm.. I guffaws but she definetely not guffaw-ing. Totally just me.. I dont really get along with girls like that.. as in a bit xiao jie.. hmmm.. I am this picky friend finder I know!

This month had been a hell of activities.. Next week school is going to start! I can just see the media guru RAymond Williams whole load of crap in my texts ald! Wassup with him and his logic!

Bin is going to have her birthday bash this weekend as well.. it is like my weekend is totally taken up!!

Teng starting to buy furniture for her new home. She keeps asking me when am I going to start doing it.. well I am cash poor now so is totally impossible... and she keep going on like I am going to be too old and stuff to do this in 2006.. Well like I have a choice.. our parents are nothing like hers and al. I mean their cars the dads paid the downpayment! Is a totally different family lifestyle. Anyhow I wont ask dad for anything like that. I guess we were brought up in a certain way and all. JK deadbeat dad.. forget abt it! I rather not renovate the house if I have to see his face to do up the flat! one thing for sure.. I can look back at my achievement in the future and can safely say that my uni education and our own house is fully funded by our own savings! Awwww..... I feel so proud of myself ald! heeee




Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Had a great time with Tennis yesterday..Serving.. hmmmmm not one of my best stance... But I enjoy the session!! Although it was a bit marred by this man who is like trying to impress the whole entire world with his skills which leave little to be desired in the first place! You know how every sort of class have this one very enthusiastic student whose sole purpose in life is to let the class know good he thought he was and to impress the teacher... geeze! At his age which is about 35-40.. I thought his antics was pathetic! Anyhoo.. shant go on abt him.. spoilt my appetite!

Went with zother for dinner at the food court ran into her beloved ex who 2 timed her! Anyway she took a look back and manage to saw him turned to look at where we were... When she sat down and trying to cram down that mango pudding I thought I can hear her tears *ok.. maybe not hear but she kept her head down...* so I tried to talk about anything and everything to wean her attention away.... At least she manage to brighten up a little after telling her about the big *fight* meeting in my office earlier in the day..

While in the train we started to get so engrossed discussing about the Cleo 50s most eligible bachelors.. *sigh* my heart flutter a bit whenever I think of the dental surgeon ... #28 bachelor! Some Mark or something Chia.. my heart just swoon thinking about him. What the hell is such a cute guy doing single. The rest ... hmmmm *can someone from Cleo enlighten me what is Jeremy Ratnam doing in there??* some appears too young *wait.. I think I am too old for the magazine*.. some hypocrites ... some boastful.. some brainless.. some hmmm boring... mostly just typical! I want to date that dental surgeon!

He give me the same vibes as Leslie Kwok .. hee..

On the other hand I might not want to date a dental surgeon afterall.. What if my teeth wasnt white enough.. my teeth that is just a lil'o crooked got to be straighten.. and I hate dentists so much *no thanks to free check up in dentist hell in Primary school*.. what if he wants me to take out all my wisdom teeth.. or want to perform a root canal.. I be so busy using cotton buds to clean my teeth after every meal to enjoy myself.. I be so self conscious to not laugh my usual hearty laugh or even grin.. I would have prefer it tons if he was an engineer.. sigh! *tsk tsk* life's never smooth........ ok I know I talk as if I stood a chance.. heee...


Anyway finally sent out this pathetic resume of mine for the post of trainee publication journalist. I was literally begging for the job and all..I know the chance of mine getting it is almost none since I am still a year away from graduation. Ai yah.. never say die mah!!


OK.. I am suppose to be working.. my boss and her boss is going to be here.. trying to pack my room which look as if a riot had just taken place.. =P My messy room was the number 1 topic in US when I was there in december.. Think it is going to be still top the chart!

Ciao!

Monday, February 16, 2004

Nursing this irritating cough that refuse to go away despite how much I douse my throat with mixture. The thing about me is I hate anything that smell medical so ... everytime the clock start ticking towards the time for the mixture I cringe and feel fed-up! That's me for starters!

Anyway V day was nothing spectacular, I saw my daily reads on blogs and everyone and trust me.. * every single one that I read at least*are talking about it.. So here's my version.

I was going on earlier about how 'Oh no' gave me the lovely surprise in the car boot... making me go to the car boot to get that bunch of flowers yonks ago? Well, my boring mudane sweetie hid his surprise for me in the car boot too.. but no I wasnt made to get out of the car to go get it .. He actually bought this whole bunch of roses and tulips for me. Granted he arrange the bouquet himself and that wasn't the best of bouquet but I so appreciated his effort! He's pragamtic not one to spent money on such stuff so he went to the nursery in the morning and got the flowers at wholesale prices... bought some paper and string and tied everything up. When he stopped at the roadside to pick me up he told me to hang on and got this bouquet out of the boot..I love surprises.. heee.. although they must be good that is..

Went to hock place for Steamboat again.. a bit pai seh everytime going to his house to eat and drink for free.. and the weird part is I am JK.. hmmm dont even like to eat steamboat. And his place is like 1 street away to Johore that far.. I guess the company is important lah..

My boss is coming to Sin and my desk is still hmmmmm.. sigh.. have this heat wave meeting this morning and the tension.. the heat.. is more than what Days of Our lives can offer.. hahah.. anyway... everything simply sucks.. monday blues.. Nothing can cure me.. sigh...

Thursday, February 12, 2004

I seriously think Boss is mad at me.. He's still not in Sg yet but he's not replying to my email. I hand in the slide late on Monday. I wonder if he got it ready for the presentation on Tuesday.

Anyhow.. there's nothing I can do about it (-_-;) Wassup with me.. not that I am going to stay in this job for long.. since I am looking for a new job ald! Silly me!! Why get worried.. *although it still worried me tons!*

Anyhow the days are draggy.. V day is coming and I dont celebrate it coz... I'm no ang moh.. hahah that's what I always like to say the same stuff when they asked me why is that I have no Christian name.... My dud of a boyfriend aint anything fancy and I think it will be like previous years ... NOTHING! Come to think of it we dont get anything for each other especially for whatever birthday or crap.. the only time he bought me flowers was because he was caught with a woman outside some clubs which he claim he was trying to hoist her ex because she become too drunk...caught by my kakis and got tell on which I threw a fit! ... almost warrant a break up (and why didnt I broke up with him??) I was so mad with him and I think he sent the flowers to my office just to make me shut up..

Even when we do get gifts we always go for those with economical acumen.. like a CD player which he can use or a watch I can use... blah blah..We are getting so mudane that life is such a drag! hmmmp!

I can do with some surprises.. sigh.. of course good surprise. A pity those guys who often give me them I dont fancy them.. I so love the surprise that 'oh no' gave me to be frank the flowers and concern although I can only bring myself to drink with him and not anything more *I know I am a total Bitch..*... and those who only give me bad surprises I am still with him for 6 years and counting! I think I love to inflict such stuff on myself.

*grimace*

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Oh boy .. I got an extended weekend... I am officially going back to work tomorrow! Another short work week!!

No thanks to food poisoning... Me and JK both have the runs and he was much worse.. having vomited as well. I was running a fever and having the runs with just a twang of nasaeau set in. I thought wanted to save money till next morning see doctor...now that I think if we had really waited.. we might have died! Anyway went to the doctor at 5am after we stayed in the toilets for the whole night we finally decided to 'save' our lifes and got mc for the next 2 days... Yipee although the serious runs that we were having was a major trade off for the MCs

Anyhow... All that is over.. Have not been working on Monday since CNY! Office closure, hari raya.. MCs... I hope next week will be 'I-found-a-job-clearing-my-leave' so I dont have to work on Monday too! ha!!

Went for a BBQ on Saturday.. kinda not that fun because my colleagues invited this bunch of her own friends which we have no idea who they are.. so we just sorta linger and ate.. talk with each other whom we know .. ate somemore and head home. Not you know.. fun BBQ.. I missed those.. sigh!

Sunday went to the ROM-ing of JK 'bro' *let just call him Cain* or sorta lah.. they are clubbing buddies.. He's okay actually... although I sometimes club hop and bump into them and .. hmmm the one on his arms is not the spouse.. but minor details we doesnt notice much..

I am not the sorta to join in their events like these but my darling suddenly like to call me along for function.. hahaha which I wasnt sure why.. I not kee to join thme because I know one of them particularly hates me ... just cannot tahan the Lap Sup George.. Geeze..I know he hate me to the core because one of the buddies told my best pal zohter in stupidity let's just put it... and zohter reply that the feeling is mutual as I totally hate him as well.. hahaha! See.. now you see why we 2 are such good friends.. we totally never let each other lost face in front of others! heee!

Anyway! The reason why I call him lap sup George because Jk have so many frds named george.. so to single him out I have a name for each of them. This one called lap sup 'hokkien read = dirty' because he like to support the flesh trade in geylang and he sideline as a pimp for China girls! Nuff said.. anyhow ppl might be asking why am I letting this future to be husband of mine to club with such character.. Well.. I believe in liberation.. So we club seperately but we know our limits.. Girls can approach him and guys can approach me.. but we know when to stop.. Guess that is the trust factor.. *I know.. I amaze myself of the sorta liberation thing we have* Blah!

I guess marriage is going to change everything ... sigh... and that will be another couple of years.. I get sad whenever I think the end is closing.. sigh..

Back to work tomorrow... long live short work week!!



Friday, February 06, 2004

Friday.. I thought it will never come! Blah!

Anyhow still enjoying work without boss asking for this and that.. just that he sent emails and get you to help him with last minute slides! Did I ever mentioned that my workscope actually doesnt need me to do slides half the time. Oh well.. doesnt matter.. my boss is nice granted that he's a bit last minute .. *okay way too last minute!* so we help him when he needs it..

*we interupted this post to bring you an important disclaimer*

Disclaimer :By now I guess you would have known my circle of friends is really small so I keep going on abt 1 best friend.. she's my pri 2 frd till now.. so bear with me if you only hear that one person in my post.. ha!

*Now back to post*

Anyhow zohter was telling me abt our this air waitress *stewardess* classmate *anyhow coming from a girls school half of 2 classes are flying with our Singapore's pride.* msning her and seems.. disturbed.

Broke up with boyfrd.. Sad.. diet till affect gastric till rather serious.. depressing life..to cut the story short her life is falling apart and she think she have the worse of the pie. I thought that was pathetic.. Everyone goes like life's unfair blah blah... well fairy tales are dead stuff I wonder if they know it. Nothing is fair ...wait.. even if fairy tales are real they sucks! Bambi and snow white's moms did died!

I thought in a way I am pretty lucky.. I mean I have my shares of down which everyone think is not often judging from my laughters and lame wit stuff. Is just a matter of perceptive if you asked me. I just refused to indulge in feeling sorry for myself too much. Maybe for a couple of hours.. and there's nothing a couple of tequila neat couldnt take care of....*snigger*

Anyhow.. God.. Thank Q for my life.. granted my friends are like hmmmm.. almost non existance.. I still think I have it great! heee..

Ok.. nuff of self reflecting!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

The day is passing but too slowly.. Boss is out on trip! Yeah... reminds me.. my real boss incharge of me from US is about to come ... bummer!

Thinking of striking toto tomorrow. I mean I dont mind a million dollars if the prize got split up!! My this colleague was telling me she wont want to strike if need to share.. Ya right.. than why bother to buy?! ...

*(private message to GOD) I promise I wouldnt waste it! I will so cherish it and will donate some to SPCA...*

"Why SPCA?"
Personal beliefs to donate only to animals.. dont ask me why but so many donate to humans causes but none to animals.. I will neutralize the situation!
I mean you dont see the Channel 8/5/U artisits going : 'The animals need you....please dial 1900-DOGS-LIVES to shine some light on the,' blah.. being crappy ignore me!

I was reading this blog of this guy.. funny ... he's like this tall guy... and he asking why are the girls so short. And in turn we girls always go why are the guys so short. the deal is he's looking for this girl hopefully 1.7 and above to procreate good looking kiddos. Now the things which the daddy seldom consider.. do the maths!

If 1.7m girl plus 1.8m male = 1.75m daughter and taller sons even... (provided the gene flows that is)

Now the ratio of tall girls in this punny little island to tall guy is almost non existance. MEANING the daughter will turn up to be like me and zohter.. hard time sussing out potential mates because our bloody irritating ego doesnt bode any good dating shorter guys! Spinsters we become and blah blah....

On the other hand... it seems so cool at least the tall guys are still awaiting for tall girls.. meaning zohter still have a chance. hee.. however the guy is only 21.. Now the only questions remains :Does tall guys above 26 think like him??

Contradiction I know.. Hear us women whine!