Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Remember I was saying how everyone is leaving the plant? Apparently we have the NEWEST person to leave the building last thursday no thanks to a heart attack. BEAT THAT!! I hate death.. especially when they comes suddenly.. *sigh* Jack lived a great life..and I appreciate the mere correspondence I had with him throughout the years.


Random note :-

*I score a D on my essay! HA! D as in distinction and not for dummy! *snort* Yeah

*I am still CLUELESS on the assignment due on Friday *sigh*

*I have not started on Exams revision and exams is next Thursday *DEAD*


I think this is the time.. to do the dance... the panic dance with the head cut of the chicken neck flapping dancestep! Let's just top it off with a new christian name just like my latest muse with 'Black Eye Pea'whose member name goes with a acroyns like WILL.I.AM my new name should be aptly DIE.I.WILL .....


Laters

Monday, May 30, 2005

Was reading lilings post earlier on.. about how everything is fairly distributed..I dont know how she did it but she just blog my entire thoughts ha....


The thing about the chunky girls being nicer and all the crap on how material stuff is fairly distributed!!! I always see how teng's dad got cancer in exchange for her comfort in life.... That's unfair but it's life. Thank goodness her dad survived it. Although there are some stuff that seems more painful for others.. like those who got ridden with diseses and someone in the family got it as well and they are as poor as church mice... *sad* I am sure God have his way and like they all say.. he work in mysterious ways..


How apt! Although personally my dad always say I'm always relishing in sour grapes. =P it's up to me dad.. up to me!! =D


So where was I...


Oh.. the assignments.. guess what?! I have YET TO WRITE A DRAFT!!! The freakin deadline is this fri and yours truly is still what just done with HALF of the freakin readings which I am absolutely CLUELESS about. I conclude I will FINISH the reading today and start maybe writing the draft! God.. HELP ME.. juggling work and school is really killing me.. I see the light.. just lead me through .... out of the way punk... sampan that is leaking coming thru!


So what did I do when I didnt do the assignment.... watch TVs.. loads and loads of them.. I wasnt satisfied and kept watching and if you know me.. I dont have the patience to watch triads movies and stuff but andy lau and tony leung kept me glued to the set. When I was a kiddo I watch EVERY thing.. however once I started working I've been rather selective.. choosing sitcoms and whats not I feel is worth my time.. Of course English movies always entice me if they are funny enough but Mandarin shows.. let's just say only Stephen Chow have the power for me to grace his show =P how uppitity!


I digress....


The show was FABULOUS.. 'WU JIAN DAO' the story start off with andy lau is a spy for the triads and Tony Leung a spy for the police. so ya dah ya dah 10 years pass and they cross paths..each trying to find each other when they realized that each other is trying to jeopardize the operation of each other. However I think the ending was a bit.. anti climax. Why did the Tony Leung aka Good guy have to die??? I would have much prefer it if none of the 2 leads have to die!


Did I say Andy Lau is so sauve!! Absolutely gorgeous lah.. exactly what I like a guy in corporate shirt with the roll up sleeves! Not everyone can carry off that look and I absolutely think andy lau is so yummy!!!! *sigh* Ok.. I know I am gushing.. I am just excited about the show.. want to watch it again =P oh wait.. maybe I should just go watch all of andy lau's movies!!!


I digress YET AGAIN!!


Time out.. going for lessons...

Friday, May 27, 2005

I have no idea how I did it but I manage to scrap my finger RAW while sleeping! I felt an acute pain and realized that my finger was being pin between my leg and wall. Dont ask me how and I swear I was so not practising Yoga. I guess I was too lazy to wake up and check how's the finger the next thing I realized was that I woke up and discover a small part of the finger without the skin.. ARRGHH... *horrors*


The assignment have a minor date change.. Friday... Anyhow not that it be any better.. My resolution; to finish it by SUNDAY...... Lessons laters and the thought itself is killing me ald.


I hate it when everyone I know is leaving the plant.. *sigh* If I have to go to Phoenix this year I bet the whole group will be change ald lah.. NEED TO LOOK FOR A NEW JOB!!!! Get out of the comfort zone and find one.. *sigh* This is what happen when you get too comfortable in a job. You hate the thoughts of joining a company which you have no idea if you can survive or have any cliche to join for lunch or even for gossips~ To top it off.. you might just become the target person of gossip. And you got to start from scratch and tremendous effort to get recognize for your job. Absolutely sucks! however it comes a time you must know that it is time to move on and I hear the bell ringing... It is the time to move on.


Ok I am suppose to be just talking about the scrap finger... got to run for lessons.. the bane of my life...

*sigh*

Thursday, May 26, 2005

I'm back.. with the assignment due on Monday and the number of readings done... ZERO! ZILCH! I am so GOING to die...


no matter how early I SWEAR i will go and sleep everyday since I came back from HK I still slept at 2am in the morning literally everyday *sigh* never mind my eyes bags which would shame Camilia Parker Bowles *wait.. what's the surname of prince charles?? .... NVM...*


The sleeping shit aside.. I have yet to paw the book for the last assignment! Exams in another what 12 days and I have YET flip anything! How hardworking am I! Shouldnt have went on the trip! Just know that I will be this lazy...


The HK trip was okay aside from the visit to ShenZhen... I been to hong kong like every year since I was 7 because the wong clan reside there. So I was pretty arrggh.. when they propose going to HK for the company trip. That aside.. my impression of CHINA have never change since like forever.. whenever I go there something bad happens.. like i have the runs and visited EVERY loo at the cultural village when I was a kid. OR how I stayed in my uncle house which was horrible because the creaking sounds that went on ALL NIGHT because of the heat in the morning. OR the classic bugs which was flying to the television whenever I on it~ Sigh.. To think that darling like me to stay in Suzhou with him.. what ever give him any idea I would want to! This trip affirm my dislike of China to the next level~ =S


We got extorted by the tour guides in Shenzhen which I SWEAR I will complain and make sure they get blacklist in the tourism record in CHINA! I have ald sent this complain to the local tour agency.. Will have another copy to the tourism board in China! Man.. they are so over the top!


Anyhow.. that is way over and I am only too happy to cross over to Hong Kong after that trip.


So what did I buy in HK...


3 towels
1 pair of slippers for monster wong
2 boxers like shorts
3 boxes of greentea biscuits
countless bottles of mineral water
2 pair of sunglasses (1 for zother and myself)


That is my total haul.. Not much but I am proud of myself not spending so much. So in all I probably spent like $150 plus food and what's not! Anyhow would have spent in BKK if I wanted to buy anything at all.. HK is too exp. I think the point was that I didnt need a hell lot of things and that certainly suit me since I am still trying to save as much as possible for the whole renovation and marriage thing. *sigh* How I wish I have rich folks.. dont have to worry and kick back and relax.


I hate trips without my favourite guy because he isnt ard to .... hang out and shop and talk and make fun of stuff. To a point I was feeling damn low when I was tagging along with my colleagues. That was tragic because everyone bought someone and those who went alone which probably only amount to 3-4 was sitting and just hanging out with cliche form on the buses.. You know the thing about cliche. Either you are in or you are out.. Arrrgghh.. Anyway I stuck with the regular lunch cliche but to a point I could get what I like or even check out what I want... *sigh* I miss my hon so bad... makes me appreciate the times where we can spent so much time together unlike now. Damn it...


Life's sucks.. oh well.. it have to or I be floating in space I guess..

Thursday, May 19, 2005

FINALLY.. I have time to blog! not that my passion died.. was a case of heart willing but time impossible. =S

Incoherent thoughts....

*I have a new niece as at 13th May *on Friday no less*.. welcome to the family
*The older brat stayed with my folks and me for the last few days while the brother and sis in law stayed at their place. Drove us nuts because she is so hyper..but we rather have the momentarily peace for now.
*I am going to HK today *yeah*
*I am down to my last assignment ald!!!!!!! *which I swear I am doing when I reach SG first thing*
*Work is unfulfilling *sigh*
*I am tired *after the assignment over-run*
*I am so thankful with my super economical HP bill!!!
*my freakish finger is killing me *not because I swear with it too much* because the skin teared!!


Those aside, I have the most impossible thing happened to me this morning. This IDIOT from I dont know what floor attempt to throw a bag of God's know what at my car! Yes.. as if it aint dirty enough the suppose killer litter thrower ASSIST me to realize the dream of having the car in recorded history! Anyway I am thankful it didnt do much harm but still... PEEVE! the cleaner was helpful and I think I see him calling the police. I am going to make sure I greet him in the morning. How many cleaner you know would do all these for a resident in the block he clean up for. How good especially when he's a witness to the 7th Floor idiot who threw that bag down!! *CUSS'ing*


Anyway I will talk when I am back.. hopefully because the exams are in full swing soon... If you're asking me why the hell am I going to HK then if I am having this exams and assignment shit... COMPANY TRIP LAH!! Everything is paid except expenses..
Why the hell wouldnt I go *HEH*

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Life is so not happening for me...I didnt particularly celebrate the birthday.. Because was suppose to be cramping for assignments.. HOWEVER till date I have yet to start anything. Talk about efficient I am so not it. So I am hoping that I will churn something out within the next few days or I am officially dead.


Work is piling up .. school is killing me... I need Relaxation.... DUH dont we all need it?!?!


The thing with May is that I always have so many stuff cramp to do on this fateful month. I want to just pass this semester and move on with life. If I give up now I am so UBER regretting I ever did that! *sigh* Trod on.. you'll survive I reckon.


So the wedding plans is official. One year from now we are going to go through the chinese wedding thingy with all the red and all the blah.. you know.. the whole chinese wedding thing. At night we are going to host this dinner at RASA Sentosa.. the whole thing still weighing on my mind is the logistic nightmare for my guests but darling assure everything is going to be fine. Thus I am just crossing all my fingers *sigh*


More realistic thing on hand now is the pending solemnization to be held in another 3 months time.. *horrors* I have yet to get anything in place and the thought of that is pretty frightening... No dress, no shoes .. duh... ANYWAY let's not be superficial...


Life's is pretty pressing at this stage but certainly entertaining still! I love my life, my folks, my room and of course.. my bed when I'm using my teddy bed spread ;)


Life's good!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 05, 2005

ABANDON BLOG?! Actually not so... got carried away with work and stuff ...

So many to update so I thought I do a random thought thingy!

*went foodie mad all over with blockhead! =)


*turned unbelieveable flabby!!!! =S


*FINISHED the homework due on Monday like finally...nevermind I have 1 more due on Wendesday which I haven't even start reading yet! Geeze! I hope I get it done asap.... SIGH


*Uncle who was stricken with the sickest cancer in the whole entire world passed away same day as Wee Kim Wee on Monday just after labour day...


I kinda loath death.... makes everything look grey in eyes. Especially the part where he got to burn.. makes life seems so snappy! I just pray that he is in a better place relieve of the sickening cancer!!!!!!


* we almost got a place for the wedding which is going to happen ard June or May next year. We got our wedding bands as it is!


Everything is good with me.. Life's good and I have a early birthday celebration yesterday with my colleagues... was a surprise one! =) Love it!!!!

My life is uber spiffy!!