I'm back not as a Miss but as a Mrs but to everyone else I call myself a MS.. anyways.. aside from that everything's the same. I still come home to mum's place everyday. The only difference is that I sleep at my own house at night. It's funny but everything I am hopefully of being the same.

I want to summarise what happen leading to the wedding but it will take me days I reckon.. anyway I had some unplesant associate with the in laws whom at this point not only are the least favourite ppl on my list but also one of the most petty and ridiclous in law one can even have. It's take all of me to call them father or mother.

To a certain extend I think I couldnt continue with the wedding because of the way they handle the wedding. In terms of monetary that was the least of my concern but their sincerity remains much in doubt becuase of the stuff they tried to get out of by paying a symbolic red packet but expect my family to do the whole nine yards. Dad was not pleased esp when his specfic request for a roast pig which he had prior informed us to get it or no marriage rule was met with a 'can it be subsitute with ang bao'. Anyway this was but the tip of the ice berg.. we had the Guo Da li where Jim CAME alone... we said to save the match maker hassle but come with the mum or relatives.. BUT no.. Jim came alone. My folks were heartbroken and I was disappointed with Jim. anyway there was plenty of issues which the parents had tried to take the express way out of it. Totally shock me that I would be associate with such a family in time to come.

I hate myself for quarreling with my folks when I think they wanted too many things. Frankly a roast pig and boxes of cakes didnt equate too much in the end. I am glad at least my folks were perceive as generous. While the in laws.. do I even sounds like I care. I feel so sorry that I should even blog abt this but if they didnt happen I wouldnt be that miserable I reckon.

Anyway to have to go to their house will take all of me on regular interval. I have reach the stage where I couldnt tolerate the sight of them because they had given me hell which no one understood aside from Zother. Just to let me know how insincere they were, they gave us a 'new' vacuum cleaner with a bag of dust and a broken cord. they told the son they got it especially for us.. I am so touched......... I seen better stuff at the salvation army. Anyway talk about sincerity I seriously think they need to learn the word and the meaning behind it.

It's scary to be associate with people like that. I know I am being a brat and spoilt and being nasty but to have someone put you through stuff like that prior to your wedding you simply remember them for all the wrong reasons.

I am being the nasty daughter in law so be it. I have since christian his folks.. ma de and fuck de.

that's how upset I am!!!

Ok I should stop blogging.. I have this immerse hatred boiling up again.