Went to remove the much dreaded mole on the face yet again.. the only exception this time was that I didnt drive to the place and end up with a blood stream accross my face which I had no idea and indulge in my dinner and bought stuff from the supermarket totally oblivion to the fact that I look like a dress up for halloween!

anyway the funny thing was that the doctor called me up this afternoon to check on me.. making me highly suspicious if something did went wrong. *geeze*

Random thoughts..

Just sent out a chunk of resumes.. okay maybe it was only 4.. than again... I hope I get some reply although I highly doubt so.. I re-read what I wrote and found myself being beggy! *god...* where's the aloofness which I flaunt in all my interviews!?!??!?! I guess at this stage I am desperate.. desperate to get out of my comfort zone...

Let's hope something comes my way soon.. I really need it...

Did I mentioned I have 101 things I havent done for my wedding? GREAT.. just great..

I want to smell the flowers while walking in the park but I fall and took in dirt instead! Eikes

I had a jam packed weekend and although it went like the rain that wash the spider out I really though it was .... fulfilling in a little way because so much done! =)

I and the hubby took our so called pre wedding shots the whole of Saturday. We had makeovers.. or rather I got makeover pretty much.. and he was sorta swoon when he saw me in the cheongsam that he is still saying that we are definetely getting a lot of the pictures of me in the cheongsam getup. I dont know if I should kill him or be glad when he say his wife is so freaking pretty all this while and he had no clue abt it. Duh...

On sunday went out with jules, eve, zother for a sorta shopping cum tai tai retreat.. ha! So we probably touch every trinkets there is to touch in orchard and gave the waitress a pretty hard time at coffee club and it was ... fun.. girls day out! I wish I could afford to treat everyone to a spa or do their nails kinda thing. I am sure it will be fun =).. let's hope I can attain that 'richess'

Wedding is pending and officially like 7 weeks away! Yikes! Best part is havent got alot of things done yet and we have to like it or not.. major bummer! I have to find a new job and I have like 3 thousands wants I need to accomplish...

I took a higher gear and wheee... I can't stop being so busy... help!!!!!!!!!!

I have a lot of stuff that is bothering me.. and at times I am really glad that I have this place where I can go a verbal vomit that I have on everything all great and small without my frds or so called frds scrutinizing me.

This pending wedding really reveal who are your friends or hi bye materials because you realize how some ppl that you hold close to your heart relegate to the latter. It's sad when you shower so much attention and love that you have on them but they reciprocate nothing. Having said that I am one who dont hold much on returns but still the tiny bit just wrench my heart to know your self worth. A part of me want to harp on them but the point of it all didnt look appealing enough for me to relent.. So I wont mention them in my blog...

Anyway the above is just the summary of my thoughts which had been clouding me for the past few weeks. Having said that I have some nice surprises from friends who were ever so willing to help. That I really appreciate ...

Life's move on and I am here to announce that we are officially commencing the renovation of the house today.. althought it wa supposed to be on the 3rd but never mind.... About time if you asked me... after all the hee hawing for the longest time I was that bit away from calling quits on the whole thing. Yay...

So nothing much happen for the past weeks except the mad scrambling to get and settle stuff.That was this endless list that we need to get and the savings which dwindled drastically over the span of 2 days. As for the interview that I went to... I never know what hell hole looks like until I went to the place. Kudos to them for making me feel that I work in a fabulous environment with the works.

Baby is in her last 8 days before she leaves us.. Although she is acting kinda cranky which was well deserve on our part for constantly mentioning about the new drive in front of her.. It's weird but I am getting nostalgic over baby.. I cant imagine what happens when my precious honey sheldon leaves me for heaven.. sigh.. although I know he live for another 10 human years... yes he will!!!

Anyhow let's hope the next few days nobody give me anymore surprises in regards to the wedding.. if it is pleasant fair enough..Otherwise.. save it for another event.

Life's suddenly hit killer speed and I am still cruising with my baby. *la la la-*