I have a lot of stuff that is bothering me.. and at times I am really glad that I have this place where I can go a verbal vomit that I have on everything all great and small without my frds or so called frds scrutinizing me.

This pending wedding really reveal who are your friends or hi bye materials because you realize how some ppl that you hold close to your heart relegate to the latter. It's sad when you shower so much attention and love that you have on them but they reciprocate nothing. Having said that I am one who dont hold much on returns but still the tiny bit just wrench my heart to know your self worth. A part of me want to harp on them but the point of it all didnt look appealing enough for me to relent.. So I wont mention them in my blog...

Anyway the above is just the summary of my thoughts which had been clouding me for the past few weeks. Having said that I have some nice surprises from friends who were ever so willing to help. That I really appreciate ...

Life's move on and I am here to announce that we are officially commencing the renovation of the house today.. althought it wa supposed to be on the 3rd but never mind.... About time if you asked me... after all the hee hawing for the longest time I was that bit away from calling quits on the whole thing. Yay...

So nothing much happen for the past weeks except the mad scrambling to get and settle stuff.That was this endless list that we need to get and the savings which dwindled drastically over the span of 2 days. As for the interview that I went to... I never know what hell hole looks like until I went to the place. Kudos to them for making me feel that I work in a fabulous environment with the works.

Baby is in her last 8 days before she leaves us.. Although she is acting kinda cranky which was well deserve on our part for constantly mentioning about the new drive in front of her.. It's weird but I am getting nostalgic over baby.. I cant imagine what happens when my precious honey sheldon leaves me for heaven.. sigh.. although I know he live for another 10 human years... yes he will!!!

Anyhow let's hope the next few days nobody give me anymore surprises in regards to the wedding.. if it is pleasant fair enough..Otherwise.. save it for another event.

Life's suddenly hit killer speed and I am still cruising with my baby. *la la la-*