It have been quite a while and I thought I blog lest ppl think I got killed or something.. you know.. touch base.

So what happened the last few months? First the job offered in USA is off... they got someone else for the job and the newly appointed hubby got the job in Singapore and ald he is working in Singapore. After that long distance relationship for 18 months... I am glad the ordeal is over. I just think it is deviant to stay apart and saying you want to earn money when you are married. I mean what is the point in the whole relationship?! Okay according to my dad I am still not married... but you get my gist. So I drop him a visit in china with zother a month ago before he came back for good and man.. I sorta like it there to the extend I entertain thoughts that I could have set up base there. Anyhow that's cheap talk.. I know I wouldnt be able to and I am jestering if you havent notice. I need to work or I'll just... go awry...

So school's out for good for the moment I think... I'm back to the good old days dole out lotsa empathy time with the telly for good reasons. At times I cant even bear to sleep. TVs is good.. for the moment..Oh.. i got to say.. Jamie Oliver 'School lunches' really served up a good thought how children and all of us are eating junks.

Bonus's out and I feel the pressure to move on.. not much pressure frankly but I like to move on before I grow too old to move. I dont know if God love me a wee bit more but remember Beewax whose Boss and me seems to have an affinity when I went knocking on their door abt a year back. I saw an offer for another position and I sent in the resume like a good 1 day ago. They pride theirselves as an oppportunity employer and I like to work for such as well. Not that my present employer isnt but I sorta got offended by being promised 1 thing and nothing in reality. And the whole pep talk crap about employing a woman doing a man job with additional burden of me being preg in the future is just absolutely the peak of what I can take. Oh did I mention the dsicrimination that they would like me to not get pregnant for 2 years?! After years of hard work your company turn ard and tell you this in the face! The thoughts just throw me off a frenzy.. I am determine.. determine to get interviewed by Beewax this time round. I am hopeful they will call me.. I was this close the other time if not for the temptation of the green. I hope the GM remembers me after the sweet thank you note I drop them after I turn down the job.... on another note.. call it fate but rememeber I was spoilt for choice 1 year ago between 2 offers from A* and beewax.. I saw a recruitment drive for the same position at A*.. Anyhow I am sure something will work out.. soon enough.. I can feel the drive ald. Menawhile I am with my HP 24/7 just to make sure I dont miss any call! Call me beewax.. call me!!!!!!

So what else.. oh yeah.. the baby I had been driving in the past 18 months is going to be scrap.. Hub bought a new car.. nothing fancy pants but decent enough to not get mock. I still love baby... she was the first car we ever owned.. sigh.. kinda sad after 5 years we are getting rid of her. The world's just not too kind to old machinery I reckon.


I am thinking I am ready to get married come May.. the Gowns are almost done n the photos stuff are all coming along fine. Working out the details of the renovation by this week so we can tie up all the loose ends. Life suddenly going in to speed 5 on the gearbox. Just confirmed the emcee for the wedding yesterday as well. I am so glad my frds are such sports.. Left to gather the sisters and minute details.. which. *sigh* the list goes on with the marriage details.. but so far so good.. the actual doing isnt the killer.. is the thought process which totally kills you and you can literally see the brain cells evaporate. They dont grow back so maybe we shouldn't think so much.

I can bore you with the nitty gritty but hell.. I want you to come back.. ha!

I'll grumble more.. and hopefully with news that Beewax calls me!

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