To those who thought I have disappear from the surface of the earth... *na na ni noo noo* ~Gloating smirk~

Anyway My darling went off on a jet plane to work in Godammit Suzhou! And I am so godammit missing him as I do stuff today... sigh... Lixiang is going this Friday and Zohter is out for bix trip! Just so apt! I am all by myself in Singapore! Blah!!

Although I sorta have my calendar filled up but I am still missin a major piece.. ohwell.. what doesnt kill me makes me stronger..

My darling proposed to me heheh and I am the proud owner of a hmmm .31 carat diamond ring from Aspial aka Lee Hwa. I know! How can I all like boy have a ring that size. Ohwell.. I love it to bits although I dont wear much jewellery. He is such a sweetie!

I thought I love the effort more than anything else... the silly boy of mine was insisting we clean up our empty apartment. I was like.. 'wah lau... no one living there also clean for what' but he got a fengshui master to come in so he wants to get the place spruce up. So we scrub, mop, clean and finally an half spotless empty house. On the 7th August he told me have a dinner thingy with his buddies so I told him he can go after cleaning loh.. Actually.. he was to have gone on time for the appointment but infact he went earlier to cut roses he brought from those wholesalers to arrange in a valentine shape at our pad! The thing is without utilities in our flat when night falls.. the flat is hopelessly dark! But sweetie went ahead and stayed behind and use his 'feel' to cut the roses.. almost 100 over of them! Awwwwwww.... he left the flat at 9pm and joined his friends of course.. but the cuts on his hands... sigh... silly boy!

So the next morning we started to move bits of our junks that we pre-bought for our house to the new flat. While at the lift he do a fake'o' n tell me that he forgotten the keys.. I was like.. 'Ok.. I'll get it' since he was carrying a hellava stuffs.

Went to the car to pick the keys and went to our flat. Instead of him outside the pad there was no one there! I was like 'DUH!!' where the hell he went! Then I heard rustling noises from the staircase and thought blockhead took the lift to the wrong floor.. but no the sound was coming from the flat.. I was going.. 'WAH LAU! YOU FORGOTTEN THE KEYS OR WHAT! ' I opened the door and saw the spread of roses.. *although they aint mine fav flowers!* He was like recording everything using the digital camera on the tripod.. He asked.. 'will you married me' no fanfare or any of the kneeling stuff.. ohwell.. I open up the box and read the message in the card which totally rock my socks off... 'will you change your lifestyle and grow old with me' call me a sap but I cannot resist the tears loh!! And hell.. of course I said yes..

So now I have the ring and the car.. but I want my baby!!! Boooooooohooooooo...

Ok the proposal stuff is finished and we booked the bridal boutique so we can shut HDB mouth up to submit the ROM certificate till later notice! Yeah.. and I can't wait to be a bride.. I so love the gowns!! I know.. you never expect me to say stuff like that.. but i did! hohoho...

We sent Lixiang on a makeover last Saturday.. man.. she looks good! I guess makeover can really alter ones look!As a result of that make over we are cash straddle for the whole month. Whatever.. it is a once in a life time and Damm... I feel good.. never spend money like that before but what we did on her.. totally felt it was totally worth it.

sigh... missing my baby now.. geeze! I hope 2 years will be up really soon..

Oh another note.. I got a job offer but still deciding if I wanna give up the bonus for something that will bring me career advancement. Another job offer pending but thinking of turning that one down. You see the whole ironic thing going on.. When I am seriously looking there is none.. othewise everyone is vying for me. I probably going to take up the bees job! It is 4 month of bonus down the drain but I reckon the career growth is priceless..

Let me mull over it.. I promise to get back to them on Thursday... and did I mention? I HATE MAKING DECISION!!!